it's been a week now since i last saw my blogpage..someone must have been hacking my site or tried to alter my mail account so blogspot decided to block the page..
i really felt sad..and that's an understatement..the feeling is worse..losing something you cared about for years..losing the records of the things you ponder about over the years is like losing a part of your soul..these pages reflect my passion..my dreams..my feelings..my sentiments..my perspectives..my smiles..my frustrations..my expectations..my memories..my interests..and even realized that these pages mean something to me..
I thought..i really thought I lost you..lost you forever..
But a wonderful thing..you’re back to me..relief..sigh..deep breathe..smile..thank you..smile..
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you'll never know how important something is until you lose it.. on a positive note, you may lose your blog site.. but the things written and posted there remain in your memory.. remember, when my pc crashed down, you said, "it was just a computer!", i wish i've told you, "oh, don't fuss over it, my dear, anyway, it's just a blogsite! harhar! (devilishly grinning with revenge)
it's totally 180 degrees..d-i-f-f-e-r-e-n-t..it's not really the data or files..it's the heart and effort that could just suddenly be wasted..it's something personal..
i cannot see the disparity there.. mine is likewise personal (that's why, it's called personal computer harhar).. all the data there were products of toil and labor.. we are in the postmodern times.. where everything solid suddenly melts into the air (as one sociologist once said.. happy are those who can easily accept the loss and adapt to change.. after all, it's just a pc, it's just a blogsite..ang mahalaga nasa puso at isip mu.. yun.. hindi mawawala..
i will always envy that sociologist i guess..i'm not that of an emotional person but that moment of loosing my blogspot really hit me..and a day came i've accepted that i already did lost it..bygones..but if i had to fly to the moon and back just to restore it, maybe i would not..but i tried my best to restore it, and success it is..that's a great feeling..and i guess that "devilishly-grinning-with-revenge" thing also pushed me to defend my side..haha..
one more thing..i admit that i'm a forgetful person..most of the times..so i have to write what i'm thinking..what i'm feeeling..or else, it will just be history unwritten..gone..
when you retorted, "computer lang yan", i was hurt by the bluntness and insensibility of your tone.. that's why, i felt i was vindicated when you were irked by my provocation.. harhar
there has been a misunderstanding here..what i mean about "computer lang yan.." is the hardware..not entirely your software and files..i may be insensitive at times but i just want to remind that we should not be that down when electronic stuffs crash..because we can't do anything about it..but i thought i already redeemed myself when i successfully retrieved the important files..
and by the way..kudos to our high school computer teacher for the invaluable DOS commands..
computer is both hardware and software.. there's no need to qualify..i stand by my proposition that crashing down of a pc and dissolution of a blogsite are synonymous.. if you insist that they are entirely different, i respect your opinion and i empathize with you ...and i expect the same thing from you..
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